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2011-12-24T18:52:00.000-08:00

Merry Xmas to all my lovely friends ^^

2011-12-11T03:52:00.001-08:00

An afternoon at the beach ~

2011-12-10T09:03:00.000-08:00

星期六～夜

过得除了无聊还是无聊

在这样的星期六夜里

突然好想回到过去

我不贪心

让我回到两个月前就好了

就两个月

至少，两个月前

在一个这样的星期六

只是觉得无聊

找同样的朋友

过同样的星期六

没了你的星期六夜里

同样的星期六多点了不同的情绪

无聊还会多了一点的寂寞

无聊掺杂了空虚

无聊还有一点点的伤心

得不到是渴望

得到了又失去呢？

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JztKjJ_Jyjs

郑中基 - 别爱我

這座城是片繁華沙漠　只適合盛開妖豔霓虹

悲傷的人們滿街遊走　打聽幸福的下落

愛情都只是傳說　難開花難結果

你眼神裡的訊息我懂　像隨時準備燎原的火

那危險的美我曾見過　也因此留下了傷口

愛情依然是傳說　就別再觸碰　我荒涼心中還在痛的角落

別愛我　如果只是寂寞　如果不會很久　如果沒有停泊的把握

別愛我　不要給我藉口　不要讓我軟弱　別再把我推向海市蜃樓

2011-12-06T02:21:00.000-08:00

现在的社会是个什么样的世界

人的心真的被狗咬了吗？

一个七十多岁的老人家也打得下手？

为了几颗果子可以下狠手，想闹出人命吗？

真的想不通了马来西亚的教育教到哪里去了

道德呢？难怪还是第三世界国家

如果想做回原始人就回到你们的部落里去吧

杀你们自己的人抢你们自己人

我爷爷连追的力气都没了

还可以把他老人家打到躺在医院

吗的天收你！

2011-12-03T18:11:00.000-08:00

原来这一切只是一场梦

而梦最终，要醒

爱情原来是那么的脆弱

经不起一次的考验

之前说过的话不是空头支票

想跟你一起做的事还有很多很多

答应过你的事我一直都在努力着

你曾说过希望我能爱你一天多一点直到爱满了

我一直都记在心里～实行着

你说我的心里还有另一个人

那我只想说，你走了

我的心里什么都没有

是我太天真了吗

以为可以走到最后？

爱难道没有长久？

对不起，我不是有心想隐瞒

我只是想挽回

Let go ~

2011-09-18T01:16:00.000-07:00

Nothing is impossible ?

Im not sure if thats correct , but now i dnt think everything is possible .

I'd always think that i didnt try hard enuf each time i failed , been trying hard all this while

but i guest not this time ... Time to let go ~

Wish me luck this time =)

Long time no see

2011-09-14T21:31:00.000-07:00

Wow my last post was in april ,

things get more and more boring this days , Day start and days end ,

everything keeps repeating makes me feels lazy to even blog about it .

Lol who wanna even read about ur post when u urself gets bored of it rite ? ~.^

Anyway 1 of my best best ''brother '' told me i shud come up here and clean up a lil bit ,

so here i am , Dusting and sweeping a lil bit hoping to find something fun here frm my previous post =)

Btw , for u who are having mood swings, stress or u who might been missing some1 ..

Cheer up ! Always look at the brightside of things =) who knw wad happens nex ?

Who knws he might be missing u too ? .... If u cant get over it , im always here and im all ears =) U knw who i meant here ;)

Will try my very best to keep this blog going from now on , A promise to myself ^^

2011-04-24T05:12:00.000-07:00

A lazy weekend >.<
stayed home whole day , and hell
this is boring !!!!!

Haiz look at the date and its already 24th of April ?
days passed by so fast ,
its like a blink of an eye and there years pass
zzzz what did i do this few mnth ?
Work, sleep, have fun ....
hmm thats bad isnt it ?
it feels like wasting time ....
Where is my goal ?????

Sigh ~

2011-04-07T03:53:00.000-07:00

Just back from work , another tiring day ...
Things get missing , dissapear out of thin air ?
Even big things >.< anyways to stop that ?
Shit ! Shit Shit Shit !!

Hmm wondering if tonight going out again ?
Seldom stay at home this whole week ,
But thats a good thing too ~
It kept the messy thoughts away for now ~

2011-04-04T06:01:00.000-07:00

Yesh ! finally abit of changes to my deserted blogspot ... XD
changed the templates and stole some gadgets from my fren ~
and too bad have to remove some of the old links >.<

Hmm yeah finally my insomnia is getting better ...
everything seems better too after i clean up my messy thoughts,
letting go isnt as bad as u think =)

2011-04-03T05:24:00.000-07:00

Almost a year there is nothing new in this blog , sad huh? Checked on the link to the blogs that i followed and most of them doesn't exist anymore . It makes me feels down . Times passes and we had already forgoten about this blog , place where we share our memory no matter happy or sad .

Aaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrr !!!!
feels like shouting out loud Its getting harder and harder to get a good sleep this few days.
too much things come across my mind when im trying to get some sleep >.<
why do they have to pop up at the time like that ?
Sh1t hopefully i wont be 1 of the cases whr ppl get insane coz of not enuf sleep >.<
Tired ~

2010-05-15T10:14:00.000-07:00

最近很常听也很喜欢得一首歌~

歌词很棒

沒那麼簡單

沒那麼簡單
就能找到聊得來的伴
尤其是在
看過了那麼多的背叛
總是不安
只好強悍
誰謀殺了我的浪漫

沒那麼簡單
就能去愛別的全不看
變的實際
也許好也許壞各一半
不愛孤單
一久也習慣
不用擔心誰也不用被誰管

感覺快樂就忙東忙西
感覺累了就放空自己
別人說的話
隨便聽一聽
自己做決定

不想擁有太多情緒
一杯紅酒配電影
在週末晚上關上了手機
舒服窩在沙發裡

相愛沒有那麼容易
每個人有他的脾氣
過了愛作夢的年紀
轟轟烈烈不如平靜
幸福沒有那麼容易
才會特別讓人著迷
什麼都不懂的年紀
曾經最掏心
所以最開心

曾經

2010-05-15T09:56:00.000-07:00

12.57 am

Feel so tired today ... dnt knw what caused it
had the feeling energy-less ...
is it because of the sleeping disorder?
too tired to think about it ~
Seriously need some beer !!

2010-05-10T21:06:00.000-07:00

1206 relaxing afternoon ~

Hmm now pc fair is over , as free as a bird again ^^...
But im starting to feel bored , have to find another job soon
my hyper activeness is starting to get all over me again ...
Cant get use to the easiness ...

After all the internship, the exam and all the course work ,
getting bz all the time...
Now i cant believe that everything is over ...
Diploma of two year is really a blink of an eye ...

Still considering wad to do next ...
Degree where o what? (hope my result allows me to do so >.<)

2010-05-05T08:59:00.000-07:00

11.59pm Burning hot night

Miri is burning up >.< feel like everything might just burst into flames anytime soon...
And im so lucky my aircond stop working just in time . Some 1 please knock me to sleep

Yeah stop all the those crap talk first..
first of all,i apologize to all , especially those who are waiting for my new post here.
it is so long since my last post, not that i forgot bout this blog. its just that in the pass few month i keep giving my self reasons ... tired ~ no time ~ work ~ but actually just lazy XD
But from now on i will try my best to post new post every time Im free.

In the past few month i had my internship in Marriot hotel in miri, its a very nice experience actually but there is still some minor things that made me very angry ( some minor people to be exact). To my point of view he is an asshole to others maybe he is a savior ? haha i guest this is wad u call life , do not expect everything to be fair, because first of all life is not fair ! Do wad ever that makes u happy and gets over it ^^.
But still, Im glad all that had passed, those days without salary...
working = overwork ,underpay ...but internship, its more like being social workers ... high work load, no salary but you yourself have to pay for it...

Hmm thats an update about my pass few mnth ... lol more like a very very summarized summary, sorry bout that XD
I will try to write another post soon ^^

2010-01-18T08:42:00.000-08:00

12.42am

Another exam , the ending of another semester here ,
time flies,its like just yesterday that i arrive here ,
but soon i'll be going for my internship ..

Tomorrow having law exam , not sure that if can pass >.<
Just done a discussion with friend , still at friend's house ,
so bored and so sleepy
totally not in the mood of studying for my tomorrow's paper
sigh ...

2009-12-22T07:38:00.000-08:00

11.39pm moody night ~

Today at school was my course's event , "Christmas holic fiesta" ...
Too bad it isnt snowing in malaysia, we had to stand under the red burnin sun whole day
So now , i look like a boiled prawn , my whole face is red
only except for a little part of my forehead >.< bcos of the xmas hat ...
so besides prawn , i still can use malaysian flag to describe how i look now
red with white stripes =.= yeah ,nice contrast ....

Sighs ~
my grandpa went into the hospital yesterday
bcos of dengue ...
my mom told me it isnt serious , but im still worried
I want to go and visit him !!! ~
That day called and ask him to go for a check up
but he insisted not going , he is jus so hard headed .. >.<
luckily it is not serious ...
I miss him alot le ...

2009-12-09T10:38:00.000-08:00

2.39 am , another sleepless nite

felt annoyed
But i don't know where the annoying feeling comes from
was it from the internship matter, midterm tomorrow
or maybe something else ?

Feels like going out to the seaside or the mountain
wanted to find a place to shout !
somewhere quiet , somewhere no one can find me

Used to think that beach and hilltop is my favorite place ,
somewhr to go to when im feeling down or annoyed

but now , I'm no where near any of those places
just hope that there is some1 that know me really really well
some1 who can listen to me ~

2009-11-25T11:23:00.000-08:00

3.23 am ... tiring morning

Headache headache headache
I'm very sleepy , head is aching
felt like something is grabbing the inside of my head
But.... i can't sleep just yet >.<
Stupid assignment from my lecture again
this 1 is really really boring ,
All we have to do is copy and paste cake recipes
But its all the tiny things , the details is wad making me
Headache , Tired and Bored !
We have to rearrange the recipe
change the grams into kilo's , ml to l
(I knw , all of u probably would say 'thats easy !')
But when it comes to 20 cake recipes and
whole lot of ingredients
All this tedious job become unbearable

I'm a very impatient person i guest ~.^

I'm so sleepy, still have two midterm tomorrow
must get some shut eye before that ...
Thats all for now, see you all soon ...

2009-11-18T11:01:00.000-08:00

3.03 am quiet , cloudless and starless sky

Finally feel like writing something on my long unoccupied blog .
Haha my frens said that my blog is beginning to grow mushrooms and spider web ,
as the owner i felt guilty for not taking care of it ...
so finally here i come to water the mushroom i had grown,
and also to feed the spiders i rear ...

Last week , i watched a movie (2012 ), i dnt think there is any1 who is unfamiliar with it ...
the scene , the stories keep replaying in my mind even after this long ..
It is a great movie , a very successful 1 ...
It made me think about how tiny, and how fragile human life is
there is 1 scene where there is this old man calling to his long lost contacted son
after knowing that the end is near ...
his granddaughter picked up , she din even knw who his grandpa is bfore this..
Before the son get to pick up the phone ,
before the father and son could talk for the lastime,
an earthquake had already ended everything ..
It is a very sad scene , but this is not only happening in movies ,
in the real world many people never appreciate or even care bout peoples around them
until it is too late ...
Its hard to imagine end of the world , earth cracks oceans rumble , volcano erupting
but after watching the movie ,
i feel that it would be great to live to see the end of the world..

Appreciate ppl around u , ur families fren and even ppl u dnt knw ,
not only before the end of the world

It is a very enjoyable 2.30 hour , a very worthy rm12 ...

Hmm thats all for my post this time ... 2012 is jus few years from now .
get ready !! XD

2009-10-14T10:02:00.000-07:00

1.16 am, a starless night

Hmm its been over a week since i back to kl
But today is also the 1st time
i step into my classroom since holiday
Its jus an 1 hour class actualy
went into the classroom and my chair havnt start to feel warm yet
then then class had already ended
Its a new subject call maintenance and engineering system
a new subject to me , like the other subject its one of the job in the hotel industry
After the class ended then im back to my favourite spot in the house again
infront of the pc ...
Its so so boring here , feel like going out but cant think of a place to go
Sigh so better stay home , infront of pc ..

Hmm thats all for todays post ^^
my brain is still blank untill now >.<
A very special person is still waiting for my post
so i better end this early ^^ thanks for reading

End of holiday

2009-10-03T03:22:00.000-07:00

Time passes really fast ,

It feels like just a few days ago

I came home

But

Tomorrow is already

the day i have to go back

Days hanging out with friends here is over

Time to start studying seriously

( like it will ever happens XD)

It's time to pack everything ,

Holidays is over ...

But wait for me my friends

I'll be back !

I'll miss you guys ..

My families

and my friends ...

Home

2009-09-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

I just realize that i never write my blog at home

so decided to write something here today ,

before i go back to kl ..

It has been 1 week since i came back here ...

A small town , not too busy not too slow ,

just lovely ...

Life is good here,

home sweet home

so , Im enjoying life

no need worry bout money

no need worry bout food

never have to be bored..

I guess this is wad home mean

a place u think of when u are not there

a place where u start everything and ends everything

a place where there is warmth and love

a place where u are always welcomed ^^

Exam

2009-09-14T04:11:00.000-07:00

7.14pm Stress free evening

Hmm it has been quite a long time since i last posted anything here, very sry for that =P .
Today i had to sit for my french resit exam and also another paper . Woke up about 7.30am today to get ready for my french exam. Off to sch at 8 o clock.

I reach sch at 8 15 and there is already people mountain people sea . Hmm I think I wont be one of them if i didnt come sch together with my housemate ..The last paper? i was just in time XD. While i was waiting for the exam to start i began flipping through my notes (hmm not quite flipping actually jus reading through with my onliest two paged note XD ) to see if any last minute work that can save my paper later on . Finaly after 30 min of meaningless flipping, the exam hall is ready for us to go in .

The 1st thing i realized after flipped open the question paper was that it was totaly same as the previous paper i sat for last year ( what an idiot , why didnt i think of that ?? ) . But wad to do , i never thought that it would be the same as the last 1(never read through it ) . And most of the words still doesnt make sense to me (wad do u think ? can u still remember wad u did last year ?>.<) ... Hmm only thing i can say is that im not an archeologist , i jus dnt have talent in reading alien language . The paper started at 9am and for me it ended at 9.30am , figured that there is no point to stay in there anymore . Better for me to get myself ready for my second paper today

And thanks god , my effort pay off this time . So i might be able to pass my second paper. it wasnt so alien like the french paper.

hmm thats the end for my post ^^ see you soon

2009-08-26T04:40:00.000-07:00

7.12 pm , a rainee evening

Hmm a friend jus reminded me that its been long time since i last updated my blog . Im getting more and more lazy to update (sry for that ) since lastime i had a connection problem for a few weeks . But i'll try my best to be active again ^^ . I have final coming my ways ,but im not the type that likes to study ... so i havnt really start to do revision yet XD still quite free for now (still enjoying life ) ... But , feels like h1n1 getting more and more out of control , cant go out so often ... sigh ... K la ill stop here , too hungry to continue XD see u all again

Ramzi - Alone

2009-08-12T00:07:00.000-07:00

From the second you walked out the door (Door)

Hard to believe you ain't here anymore (All the memories)
From the minute that you ran away (Away)
I just can't seem to stop living in yesterday (Yesterday)
I tried to go to sleep (I tried to go to sleep)
But all I can see is you next to me (Talking 'bout a family)
Trying not to weep
But i can't seem to help what i feel

And I, I, I, I
Don't wanna be alone anymore
Cause it's breaking me inside
And I, I, I, I
I've been left that way to many times before
And that's not what it's about
I can do the things I like
Go out every single night
But that's not what I want, that's not what I want
All the money in the world, it doesn't mean a thing when your alone
Your alone

Now you're not here to tell me "No" (No)
What I gotta do or where I gotta go (Gotta be happy)
I guess I really should have known
Now i can't even get you on the telephone (Oh)
I'm trying to be strong (Strong)
Telling myself I can make it on my own, yeah
Cause baby since you've gone
I just can't see myself with anyone

Oh I, I, I, I
Don't wanna be alone anymore
Cause it's breaking me inside
And I, I, I, I
I've been left that way to many times before
And that's not what it's about
I can do the things I like
Go out every single night
But that's not what I want, that's not what I want
All the money in the world, it doesn't mean a thing when your alone
Your alone

I don't wanna be the one no more
Your the only one that i adore
This time we got to put things right
I really need you in my life
Really feel that i let you down
I was lost back then but now
Can't stand the rain without your love

I, I, I, I
Don't wanna be alone anymore
Cause it's killing me inside (and now)
And I, I, I, I
I've been left that way to many times before
And that's not what it's about (not what it's about)
I can do the things I like (yeah yeah)
Go out every single night
But that's not what I want, that's not what I want (no, no)
All the money in the world, it doesn't mean a thing when your alone

I, I, I, I
Don't wanna be alone anymore

-> I downloaded this song quite sometime already, i felt in love with it the moment i listened to it(it can express wad i feel now ) ... I never heard of Ramzi before, but his song is soft and relaxing. I try to look for it and post it here.. Hopes u guys enjoys it

Lookout point Ampang - Close encounter

2009-08-08T01:27:00.000-07:00

4.30 pm , just woke up not long ago

Having a good long sleep after a fun nite with frens . it was about 11 pm when my roomates call me out to yum cha . So we drove to kepong to pick up a friend then we are off .We havnt plan where to go actualy , then a friend sugested we go to the look out point in ampang . hmm we reach there about 1 o clock , we went to the Gasoline up there . The view there is very pretty , u can see nearly whole kl from there . It was the 1st time i went up there so the view is quite stunning for me. we ordered for some food and drink then we started talking cock (lol it is 1 thing that we are never tired to do XD) . The food there isnt really nice , but the drink are acceptable . when the drink comes i tot i saw fish bowl ( they brought fish bowl size glass) hmm is the drink for three person ? ...

After one or two hours passed , all the guest and the workers there had went back . All the lights had been closed , we can only see each other with the very dim moonlight .But we are still sitting there enjoying the view the surrounding and also the talks. One of my friend even sugested that we stay there for sunrise , it wasnt a bad idea actualy . It surely be very pretty with all the view there ...

Then the air starts to become cooler and cooler , most of us starts to feel very very cold and something doesnt feels right . But we are still ignoring it and continue talking .... Sudenly one of our friend stands up and say lets go . So yeah ,we starts leaving , i went to the toilet in totally darkness (that was scary).

On the way down , we have to walk through a set of staircase.The friend who walked infront suddenlly stopped and stunned for a while and told us "go go go , walk faster walk faster ". then i just noticed wad he meant , his face looks very pale and he was shivering all the way down .

In the car ,we just know that he can see things that usually people cant see . On the look out point , there was a '' she '' who told him that we are disturbing her time . my friend said that the point where he stopped at the staircase, was just right infront of the '' she '' ...He dont want us to pass rite through her ...

Hmm a scary experience at lookout point .. Next time if u feel something isnt rite , just leave and dnt look back !

2009-08-03T02:34:00.000-07:00

5.38 Pm , another day very hot day

Hi all , im back online !! finaly my P1 line gets better now , cos i overused the limit of 20 GB last month XD . Wad to do ? there is so many new movies coming out to download and so many new songs to listen. life is miserable without internet , Hmm wondering how i lived my life for the passed 17 years without it .

Besides that, i got another good news ! .. Finaly all my assignment is done and passed up on time ! .. life's good without assignments. Here i'll show u some of the final plan for my assignment that i promised to show all of u ^^

my bedroom ~

living room Kitchen
Bathroomfull plan

2009-07-28T10:59:00.000-07:00

2.02am jus finish some parts of assignments

Very confuse of my studies now , got the feeling of cant continue this course anymore .I always thought that the college im studying now is a fair college, since there is quite a big amount of students studying here, and there is no conflict between them .Thinking that i wont have problem like other college , problem between diffrent races or more..... Here everything is peacefull and nice between all the students. Its fun with all my friends here. But this morning i reallize that im wrong ! the problem isnt with the students , its with the lecture(not all, jus maybe a few.But the other lecture never make a sound for that ! Why? ) after a presentation for an assignment , a college mate told us about our marks for yesterday practical in the school restaurant . He told us that most of us get 1 mark for our practical , which we put all our effort in .Everyone tried their best jus to get higher mark so they can past. but instead for a fair mark we get 1! , it makes not much diffrent then those ppl who are absent !(absent = 0)

She said that we didnt do good enough, wad we did that make us deserve only 1 mark out of 10? did the other group with diffrent lecture did so good that they get five times higher mark then us ??? I remembered lastime when we were having lunch at the restaurant while the other groups was having practical . 1 of my fren complained to her (i dnt like my fren complaining also>.<) about mistake of the other group, and she answered "dnt expect too much ! they are students !having practical only"...
Then yesterday at the restaurant , she told us that she want the best from us . So that we can handle the work in the future . She wanted five star ! ... So wad she expect from us now? this is ridiculous , she even forgot about wad she ever told us !

How good was her during her practical at her college ? She dare to say that she never do mistake ? She never tried being a student or a trainee ?

I had seen so many teachers and lecture , i NEVER seen a lecture that changes mind so fast !
jus few days ago she wanted just student rate services , the next day she wanted fivestar?
Hmm if keep this on ... fivestar ? fivestar for mental hospital is more like it ! ...

Happy belated birthday to xadric

2009-07-25T13:56:00.000-07:00

4.54am, another early morning post

I'm not going to update so frequently for this few day , had a really really bad line ...

Just back frm a very crazy o should i say ''exciting'' night in KL. Exhausted and sleepy now but this few day having serious problem to go to sleep .... sighs
It was my fren's birthday yesterday , alot of things happened ... but very sadly most of it isnt so fun and happy .
when me and my fren was rushing to the town area to meet the bday boy,we encounter a minor car problem . Car window stucked,we scared that things inside will be stolen so we had to sent it back to my frens aunt house ,which is in Damansara. Then on the way there problem merge again .She drove fast and missed a turn (hmm how fast? no idea ..car meter broken , but fast enough to make me feel like wanted to step on the break for her ) then we got lost on the way there , we tried to turn back and tried on a difrent road ,but we are still end up in sg buloh ~.^ hmm weird , then finally for the third time after changing so many human gps (calling frens) we end up else whr ,but still lost XD... hmm after i come to kl , most of the experience in town area is me and frens ended up lost .Sigh! ,it happens to me so often>.<
Im thinking of bringing maps nextime. Afterthat we gave up looking our way out, we called our fren to come and guide us out of it... At that time ,all i can think of is my bed and the contact lens casing . god ! my eye is blur , im having headache and evrything starts spining around me ... not a good experience !
Then after we got out of the area , we went to celebrate my frens belated bday at a club , it was two that time. Took most of our time on the road getting lost . Then on the way back all of us have to go back on 1 car .Bday boy was driving, another scary experience. The whole journey = roller coaster ride. scary ! ....

Owh yeah ,if u are reading this ,germany . i dint mean ur driving skill lousy ya ^^ jus v fast ! dnt be angry ya ... and very sory for ur window ..

End of post ..
Tata

2009-07-22T06:40:00.000-07:00

9.43 pm , had been sitting infront of my laptop since i woke up >.<

Doesn't have class for today , so i stayed home trying to finish my assignment ..

It is an assignment for my housekeeping class actually , we were assigned to design an apartment suite room for a hotel which is located near a beach . Since i like to draw house plan , my group mate decide to let me come with a design for it. At first i was very happy (caused if i draw the plan, i can escape the torture of doing the document work) and i thought it would b easy.

At first i planed to use hand drawing , but it doesn't look neat enough .. sigh ! ...

so i download a software called sweet home 3D to help me with it . Then this afternoon, when i was trying to figure out the software, i found out that most of the design of the furniture available in the software is outdated ! (all of them looks like design from the previous century !) Wad was the software designer thinking? we still lives in a caves ? .... Update the stupid software la !

So, i had to waste time to look for "modern" design furniture for the software. Then after that just i can finally start my work. Finally after half a day spent on it, i was able to come out with a very simple plan drawing ...

It is not done yet , but i'll post it here to let all of u have a look

Sorry for the small size , but line problem . This is the biggest i'm able to post here

2009-07-19T21:38:00.000-07:00

A red burning sun , blue cloudless sky.. A burning hot day

Just back frm sch ,its another practical day today. I am so tired now , makes me thinks of my soft cloud like bed (actually my bed is stone hard , too thin that i can still feel the floor XD but i still like them anyways ) . I had so much to do in the kitchen today , have to prepare chicken breast ,chicken soup , then have to help fren with tones and tones of tomatoes. hmm my job today in the kitchen , chef mark gave me 30 chicken breast to clean .Now i knw why chef mark is thin , If i have to face so many raw chicken pieces evryday, i would lost appetite too. Have to wash away the yellow sticky stuff frm the chicken skin MY GOD thats disgusting .I do clean chicken at home but never in such quantity , then the best part is u have to clean the basin afterward, with all those sticky stuff left inside . Then those chicken was fried and put inside the oven for a while

After 10 min when the chicken is ready and then only the smells of the roast chicken starts to come out .Now just feel that all my hard works worth it, I likes to see the happy face of the guest who tasted the food i cook .Being a chef is fun ! (have to state out something too , being chef no need clean chicken, only kitchen helper does )

Its the end of my post again , see u all very soon .Too tired >.< , now have to get rid of the raw chicken smell from my body with a nice warm shower ...

感人故事

2009-07-19T11:30:00.000-07:00

那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.
男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.
总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式...
女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.
他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人..
男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.
即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.

就这样过5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.

有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.
他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打扰他.
谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.
晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点...
男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想是女孩把电话线拔了.
男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.
女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.

一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话.

第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.

男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.
救护车到的时候,人已经不行了. 女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.
她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.
女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.
车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.

男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.
女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.
当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.
女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接...
男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.

女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.
女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！

Thoughts

2009-07-18T13:41:00.000-07:00

Hmm it is 4.44 am now ,

Wad a coincident ,

A scary number too.

Im feeling bored and empty ,

so i decided to write something

thinking, it might help ...

It would be sunrise soon,

I like the feeling ...

Looking up at the starry sky lighting up slowly

until a bright red covers the sky.

I felt warmth in my heart every time ...

When i was a little boy,

I used to lived with my grandparents .

They wakes up 4 in the morning,

Before the sun starts to rise .

They would go to the farm,

for a morning walk.

sometimes i follow

Then when the sun starts to rise ,

My grandparent would sit down with me on the bench.

Resting while waiting for the sunrise...

So now when i see sunrise ,

I think of my grandparents .

Now i get to see them only a few time a year,

Since i started my college life...

I miss the sweet scent of the boiling coffee

The fresh morning cold air

And the breakfast my grandpa prepared for me

They say , home have the prettiest moon

I say home is the place whr u can find the best sunrise .....

Enrique Iglesias - Hero

2009-07-16T22:13:00.000-07:00

Let me be your hero

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
Would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? oh please tell me these
Now would you die, for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight?

I can be you hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Or Would you lie? would you run and hide?
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Oh, I just want to hold you
I just want to hold you
Oh ... yeah
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well, I don't care...
You're here tonight

I can be you hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
I can be you hero, baby

I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero

Ys's birthday

2009-07-16T21:35:00.000-07:00

Happy belated birthday to YS !

yesterday was Ys's bday , we went and celebrated for him at station 1 in Cheras ...
Hmm the reason we went so fast is because ys's favorite singer was suppose to sing there tonight, but too bad the singing day in station had changed to mon,wed and friday. so he was quite disappointed with that, so our friend def volunteered to sing for the bday boy ....
lolx actually it wasnt all true , def was ''volunteered'' by us XD .But she did it, def im impressed with ur courage ! good work! ^^

Here is def singing on stage .. She sang her favourite song , ''Pretty Boy'' for ys .

Here is def and the birthday boy

Ok thats all frm YS Bday , See ya

Please change ur bad habit !

2009-07-15T22:23:00.000-07:00

Discussion day today with my assignment group mate .. Damn angry with my room mate , he is 1 of my groupmate too. He dnt have much problem but thr is 1 thing that really make me want to kill him , he is never early for his date o class .He always start preparing when he is already late, then he would take another 30 minute jus to prepare. Time is precious ! but i think that he never notice that . I dnt like to make ppl wait for me , but when i hang out with him or have to go somewhr with him i'll never be early . Thanks alot to him !.
Today my group mate waited for us since 11 something , and we appear on the discussion place by nearly 1. she waited for like 2 hour . I felt so sorry , but my room mate jus act as he was never late and didnt even says sorry . My god hope he could change his bad habit !

Bz Day

2009-07-15T06:49:00.000-07:00

Had a very sleepy morning , all because of the novel reading last night. next time, if want to sleep after reading ,better choose a boring 1. This morning i was wakened up by my housemate , Chia , caused i promised him to send his car to a workshop together. If not for sure I'm still in my dreamland at 12 noon . we went and fixed the car , then we were off to mid valley . it was mid valley jusco member's day . We reached there by 3 pm afternoon then had dinner in the subway . Then we went into jusco , OMG there is people mountain people sea (chinese saying , many people) . Make me feels like a weekend , i was curious whr all these people came frm ? they takes an off day for jusco member day ? ...

Then i went and look for the shoe i fell in love with a few days ago , but sadly there is no discount for it . so i decided to keep the money and shop for other things 1st , since im not really in need for a new shoe. lol but in the end ,it turned out that i shopped for the things that i didnt need , i bought two shirt and a jacket . all from my favorite brand SODA. When we finished shopping we were too tired to walk around so we decided to go back , thinking that finally we'll be able to get home soon to take a hot bath then rest our exhausted leg. Sadly we end up turning around midvalley and the gardens for two whole round , becaused of the stupid GPS and also the traffic jam .We reached home bout 1 and a half hour later , dnt over depend on ur GPS !! ...

This is the end for my post , hope u all enjoys it ...

Restaurant day

2009-07-13T02:55:00.000-07:00

Damn lecturer !!! ... It was this morning when i went for my college restaurant practical for Hotel management student , which was a training session whr we will operate a special restaurant which is located in my college . Student and lecturer will come and dine in while we serve them . during the restaurant practical session we'll choose a Manager (operate the restaurant) assistant ,waiter,steward(dish washing guy) and also a hostess ( the 1 who bring guest to their seat ). And today is my very ''lucky day'' i bcome Manager . i thought finaly its my time to have fun being manager like my classmates did lastime , odering the staff and watch after the restaurant . But , instead of wad i thought it would be , it end up a nightmare. Instead of i odering my staff around , i end up being odered around by a stupid, fat and perfectionist lecturer. i dnt knw that because he is new, or maybe he likes to torture people around .i was so pissed off ..

Imagine if this is what u get whole morning
''manager ! make sure ur table is in a straight line''
''manager ! make sure ur table and chair is all alined''
''manager ! y is ur glass not straight enuf ??''
''manager ! count all the fork and spoon ''
''manager ! y dnt u.........

Shut up man @#$%!!
You have a dog called manager ?

evrytime i went and checked it out , the table was like half an inch away which u can barely notice in a restaurant that size , the glass is alined perfectly and he still can find the minor 0.05 eror , he used a microscope ?

Wrong course u teaching man, go to the science school ! teach physics !

Weekend

2009-07-13T02:20:00.000-07:00

Hmm i hv been missing in action for two day , yeah i went over overnight at a frens house the day bfo yesterday . Bfore that me and my fren went shopping at mid valley . Actualy i went thr jus to company both my housemates looking for formal dress. not in the attention of buying anything for myself ,after a while of window shopping for her dress , we stopped by at the mens shoe department just to look around.Then i saw something that attracted my eye. A pair of white leather shoe.I tried on it and felt comfy and it looks nice too, but my fren told me bout the jusco member's sales ,so i decided to come back during jusco sales which is 3 days later XD.

After leaving jusco we reach her house a while after , that was my 1st time i stayed over night there , she had a comfy little house .Her had mom prepared a whole pot of steamboat for us ,man that was the biggest pot of streamboat i ever see prepared for three person ! Hmm that needs alot of man power to finish it ,trust me after we were done ,i was so full i can barely move. Then after eating we stayed in the living room chit chating with her family ,she had a very funny mom ^^.. they really make me feel like home . that night i stayed at her room with her boyfriend which was my other housemate , jus a while after i went to bed i fell asleep.Felt bad that she had to move and sleep with her mom. Then the nex day afternoon , after we woke up we started our eating again , at that time i felt like that im no more human =.= eat sleep eat sleep hmm i think u can guest wad animal i mean .....

All afternoon i was sleeping and eating so i decided to skip that part. then bfore dinner her mom make me drink some thing awfully ''nice''.... thebittergourd soup....She said that it is good for health so to not let her down, i finished it. Haha i can still feel the ''sweetness'' even after i wash my mouth. then after having dinner at a restaurant we left and traveled back home. Haha thanks to auntie and uncle i had a very fun and ''full'' weekend .It was really a joyfull weekend ^^

thanks all for reading ^^

lessons i learned XD

2009-07-10T01:41:00.000-07:00

Today i had my exam in the lecture hall ,now i Just can pray for a higher mark. Last night i was so busy playing a Facebook game that i totally forgotten bout the test =.= , but it wasn't too hard so i was able to do most of it. Right after that when we decided to go back home , we walk pass a lil hill just inside my college area, so we made decision to venture into it .Hmm if there is a route with a sign that says don't go inside ,will u go in ? i bet u would XD... Its a hill with a little route and trees all around it ,so the three of us walk up into it, there is turn and turns through the little jungle like hill , until it was half way of the hill. Then we saw a dog barking at us .. we were too curious to stop there so we ignored it and kept on walking ,with the feeling that we are so close to the ''mystery ''. Then the dog gave up barking and went back into the trees . Then ! just a lil while after , the dog that bark at us returned . but this time it brought another bigger male dog .Before i realized that , my friend shouted run !! lol i saw my friend running down the hill with the speed of olympic champion . so before i couldn't think of anything , i started to running for my life too ..haha. but luckily the dog stopped chasing us just a while after . So as a conclusion after all this, the mystery remain unsolved. but i learned a few valuable lesson from here ,

1) People really can run fast when it comes to saving their own life

2) When there is a sign board saying don't go in , don't go !

3) Best friends or not , they'll still run faster and leaving u behind

2009-07-08T09:41:00.000-07:00

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Hmm today went out with a fren , he's 1 of my brothers during secondary schools actualy .
after sec sch we kinda like going our own seperate ways , or u can say it as ''pursuing our own dreams'' . I came and study in KL , away frm my lil home town Miri . My fren who had jus finish his foundation also came to KL jus few week ago to continue his studies to degree .Today is the day when me and my fren 1st time meet up in this city , so i decided to bring him walk around the town area . lol wad i mean was really WALKING in the town area .Our ''journey'' started with crap talking about our pastime ,it has bcome our habbit since we finish our secondary sch. The loong walk was very very tiring , try to imagine if u walk from klcc to pavillion then lowyat and timesquare then finally all the way back .But its was quite fun ,meeting old fren in a new environment doing things that never tried bfor . k la this is the to my 1st post , i decide to end it here so that all of u who read this wont wonders ur way to dreamland while reading ..

Intro

2009-07-08T09:24:00.000-07:00

Hi all ,im xuan , 19 ,still studying
This is my 1st time writing a blog .
although this blog have been created for a long time , but this is the 1st time i writes in it .
I hopes evry1 will enjoy my post ^^