11.39pm moody night ~

Today at school was my course's event , "Christmas holic fiesta" ...
Too bad it isnt snowing in malaysia, we had to stand under the red burnin sun whole day
So now , i look like a boiled prawn , my whole face is red
only except for a little part of my forehead >.< bcos of the xmas hat ...
so besides prawn , i still can use malaysian flag to describe how i look now
red with white stripes =.= yeah ,nice contrast ....

Sighs ~
my grandpa went into the hospital yesterday
bcos of dengue ...
my mom told me it isnt serious , but im still worried
I want to go and visit him !!! ~
That day called and ask him to go for a check up
but he insisted not going , he is jus so hard headed .. >.<
luckily it is not serious ...
I miss him alot le ...

2.39 am , another sleepless nite

felt annoyed
But i don't know where the annoying feeling comes from
was it from the internship matter, midterm tomorrow
or maybe something else ?

Feels like going out to the seaside or the mountain
wanted to find a place to shout !
somewhere quiet , somewhere no one can find me

Used to think that beach and hilltop is my favorite place ,
somewhr to go to when im feeling down or annoyed

but now , I'm no where near any of those places
just hope that there is some1 that know me really really well
some1 who can listen to me ~