2.02am jus finish some parts of assignments

Very confuse of my studies now , got the feeling of cant continue this course anymore .I always thought that the college im studying now is a fair college, since there is quite a big amount of students studying here, and there is no conflict between them .Thinking that i wont have problem like other college , problem between diffrent races or more..... Here everything is peacefull and nice between all the students. Its fun with all my friends here. But this morning i reallize that im wrong ! the problem isnt with the students , its with the lecture(not all, jus maybe a few.But the other lecture never make a sound for that ! Why? ) after a presentation for an assignment , a college mate told us about our marks for yesterday practical in the school restaurant . He told us that most of us get 1 mark for our practical , which we put all our effort in .Everyone tried their best jus to get higher mark so they can past. but instead for a fair mark we get 1! , it makes not much diffrent then those ppl who are absent !(absent = 0)

She said that we didnt do good enough, wad we did that make us deserve only 1 mark out of 10? did the other group with diffrent lecture did so good that they get five times higher mark then us ??? I remembered lastime when we were having lunch at the restaurant while the other groups was having practical . 1 of my fren complained to her (i dnt like my fren complaining also>.<) about mistake of the other group, and she answered "dnt expect too much ! they are students !having practical only"...
Then yesterday at the restaurant , she told us that she want the best from us . So that we can handle the work in the future . She wanted five star ! ... So wad she expect from us now? this is ridiculous , she even forgot about wad she ever told us !

How good was her during her practical at her college ? She dare to say that she never do mistake ? She never tried being a student or a trainee ?

I had seen so many teachers and lecture , i NEVER seen a lecture that changes mind so fast !
jus few days ago she wanted just student rate services , the next day she wanted fivestar?
Hmm if keep this on ... fivestar ? fivestar for mental hospital is more like it ! ...

Happy belated birthday to xadric

4.54am, another early morning post

I'm not going to update so frequently for this few day , had a really really bad line ...

Just back frm a very crazy o should i say ''exciting'' night in KL. Exhausted and sleepy now but this few day having serious problem to go to sleep .... sighs
It was my fren's birthday yesterday , alot of things happened ... but very sadly most of it isnt so fun and happy .
when me and my fren was rushing to the town area to meet the bday boy,we encounter a minor car problem . Car window stucked,we scared that things inside will be stolen so we had to sent it back to my frens aunt house ,which is in Damansara. Then on the way there problem merge again .She drove fast and missed a turn (hmm how fast? no idea ..car meter broken , but fast enough to make me feel like wanted to step on the break for her ) then we got lost on the way there , we tried to turn back and tried on a difrent road ,but we are still end up in sg buloh ~.^ hmm weird , then finally for the third time after changing so many human gps (calling frens) we end up else whr ,but still lost XD... hmm after i come to kl , most of the experience in town area is me and frens ended up lost .Sigh! ,it happens to me so often>.<
Im thinking of bringing maps nextime. Afterthat we gave up looking our way out, we called our fren to come and guide us out of it... At that time ,all i can think of is my bed and the contact lens casing . god ! my eye is blur , im having headache and evrything starts spining around me ... not a good experience !
Then after we got out of the area , we went to celebrate my frens belated bday at a club , it was two that time. Took most of our time on the road getting lost . Then on the way back all of us have to go back on 1 car .Bday boy was driving, another scary experience. The whole journey = roller coaster ride. scary ! ....

Owh yeah ,if u are reading this ,germany . i dint mean ur driving skill lousy ya ^^ jus v fast ! dnt be angry ya ... and very sory for ur window ..

End of post ..
Tata

9.43 pm , had been sitting infront of my laptop since i woke up >.< 

Doesn't have class for today , so i stayed home trying to finish my assignment ..

It is an assignment for my housekeeping class actually , we were assigned to design an apartment suite room for a hotel which is located near a beach . Since i like to draw house plan , my group mate decide to let me come with a design for it. At first i was very happy (caused if i draw the plan, i can escape the torture of doing the document work) and i thought it would b easy.

At first i planed to use hand drawing , but it doesn't look neat enough .. sigh ! ...

so i download a software called sweet home 3D  to help me with it . Then this afternoon, when i was trying to figure out the software, i found out that most of the design of the furniture available in the software is outdated ! (all of them looks like design from the previous century !) Wad was the software designer thinking? we still lives in a caves ? .... Update the stupid software la !

So, i had to waste time to look for "modern" design furniture for the software. Then after that just i can finally start my work. Finally after half a day spent on it, i was able to come out with a very simple plan drawing ...

It is not done yet , but i'll post it here to let all of u have a look 

Sorry for the small size , but line problem . This is the biggest i'm able to post here

A red burning sun , blue cloudless sky.. A burning hot day

Just back frm sch ,its another practical day today. I am so tired now , makes me thinks of my soft cloud like bed (actually my bed is stone hard , too thin that i can still feel the floor XD but i still like them anyways ) . I had so much to do in the kitchen today , have to prepare chicken breast ,chicken soup , then have to help fren with tones and tones of tomatoes. hmm my job today in the kitchen , chef mark gave me 30 chicken breast to clean .Now i knw why chef mark is thin , If i have to face so many raw chicken pieces evryday, i would lost appetite too. Have to wash away the yellow sticky stuff frm the chicken skin MY GOD thats disgusting .I do clean chicken at home but never in such quantity , then the best part is u have to clean the basin afterward, with all those sticky stuff left inside . Then those chicken was fried and put inside the oven for a while

After 10 min when the chicken is ready and then only the smells of the roast chicken starts to come out .Now just feel that all my hard works worth it, I likes to see the happy face of the guest who tasted the food i cook .Being a chef is fun ! (have to state out something too , being chef no need clean chicken, only kitchen helper does )

Its the end of my post again , see u all very soon .Too tired >.< , now have to get rid of the raw chicken smell from my body with a nice warm shower ...

感人故事

那么一对情侣.女孩很漂亮,非常善解人意,偶尔时不时出些坏点子耍耍男孩.
男孩很聪明,也很懂事,最主要的一点.幽默感很强.
总能在2个人相处中找到可以逗女孩发笑的方式...
女孩很喜欢男孩这种乐天派的心情.
他们一直相处不错,女孩对男孩的感觉,淡淡的,说男孩象自己的亲人..
男孩对女孩爱甚深,非常非常在乎她.所以每当吵架的时候,男孩都会说是自己不好,自己的错.
即使有时候真的不怪他的时候,他也这么说.他不想让女孩生气.

就这样过5年,男孩仍然非常爱女孩,象当初一样.

有一个周末,女孩出门办事,男孩本来打算去找女孩,但是一听说她有事,就打消了这个念头.
他在家里呆了一天,他没有联系女孩,他觉得女孩一直在忙,自己不好去打 扰 他.
谁知女孩在忙的时候,还想着男孩,可是一天没有接到男孩的消息,她很生气.
晚上回家后,发了条信息给男孩,话说得很重.甚至提到了分手.当时是晚上12点...
男孩心急如焚,打女孩手机,连续打了3次,都给挂断了.打家里电话没人接,猜想 是 女孩把电话线拔了.
男孩抓起衣服就出门了,他要去女孩家.当时是12点25.
女孩在12点40的时候又接到了男孩的电话,从手机打来的,她又给挂断了.

一夜无话.男孩没有再给女孩打电话.

第2天,女孩接到男孩母亲的电话,电话那边声泪俱下.

男孩昨晚出了车祸.警方说是车速过快导致刹车不急,撞到了一辆坏在半路的大货车.
救护车到的时候,人已经不行了. 女孩心痛到哭不出来,可是再后悔也没有用了.
她只能从点滴的回忆中来怀念男孩带给她的欢乐和幸福.
女孩强忍悲痛来到了事故车停车场,她想看看男孩呆过的最后的地方.
车已经撞得完全不成样子. 方向盘上,仪表盘上,还沾有男孩的血迹.

男孩的母亲把男孩当时身上的遗物给了女孩,钱包,手表,还有那部沾满了男孩鲜血的手机.
女孩翻开钱包,里面有她的照片,血渍浸透了大半张.
当女孩拿起男孩的手表的时候,赫然发现,手表的指针停在12点35分附近.
女孩瞬间明白了,男孩在出事后还用最后一丝力气给她打电话,而她自己却因为还在堵气没有接...
男孩再也没有力气去拨第2遍电话了,他带着对女孩的无限眷恋和内疚走了.

女孩永远不知道,男孩想和她说的最后一句话是什么.
女孩也明白,不会再有人会比这个男孩,更爱她了！

Thoughts

Hmm it is 4.44 am now , 

Wad a coincident ,

A scary number too.

Im feeling bored and empty ,

so i decided to write something 

thinking, it might help ...

It would be sunrise soon,

I like the feeling ...  

Looking up at the starry sky lighting up slowly 

until a bright red covers the sky.

I felt warmth in my heart every time ...

When i was a little boy, 

I used to lived with my grandparents . 

They wakes up 4 in the morning, 

Before the sun starts to rise .

They would go to the farm, 

for a morning walk. 

sometimes i follow

Then when the sun starts to rise ,

My grandparent would sit down with me on the bench. 

Resting while waiting for the sunrise...

So now when i see sunrise ,

I think of my grandparents .

Now i get to see them only a few time a year, 

Since i started my college life...

 

I miss the sweet scent of the boiling coffee 

The fresh morning cold air 

And the breakfast my grandpa prepared for me

They say , home have the prettiest moon 

I say home is the place whr u can find the best sunrise ..... 

Enrique Iglesias - Hero

Let me be your hero

Would you dance, if I asked you to dance?
Would you run, and never look back?
Would you cry, if you saw me crying?
Would you save my soul, tonight?

Would you tremble, if I touched your lips?
Would you laugh? oh please tell me these
Now would you die, for the one you love?
Hold me in your arms, tonight?

I can be you hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Would you swear that you'll always be mine?
Or Would you lie? would you run and hide?
Am I in to deep?
Have I lost my mind?
I don't care...
You're here tonight

I can be your hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

Oh, I just want to hold you
I just want to hold you
Oh ... yeah
Am I in too deep?
Have I lost my mind?
Well, I don't care...
You're here tonight


I can be you hero, baby
I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away
I can be you hero, baby

I can kiss away the pain
I will stand by you forever
You can take my breath away

You can take my breath away
You can take my breath away
I can be your hero

Ys's birthday

Happy belated birthday to YS !

yesterday was Ys's bday , we went and celebrated for him at station 1 in Cheras ...
Hmm the reason we went so fast is because ys's favorite singer was suppose to sing there tonight, but too bad the singing day in station had changed to mon,wed and friday. so he was quite disappointed with that, so our friend def volunteered to sing for the bday boy ....
lolx actually it wasnt all true , def was ''volunteered'' by us XD .But she did it, def im impressed with ur courage ! good work! ^^

Here is def singing on stage .. She sang her favourite song , ''Pretty Boy'' for ys .

Here is def and the birthday boy

Ok thats all frm YS Bday , See ya

Please change ur bad habit !

Discussion day today with my assignment group mate .. Damn angry with my room mate , he is 1 of my groupmate too. He dnt have much problem but thr is 1 thing that really make me want to kill him , he is never early for his date o class .He always start preparing when he is already late, then he would take another 30 minute jus to prepare. Time is precious ! but i think that he never notice that . I dnt like to make ppl wait for me , but when i hang out with him or have to go somewhr with him i'll never be early . Thanks alot to him !.
Today my group mate waited for us since 11 something , and we appear on the discussion place by nearly 1. she waited for like 2 hour . I felt so sorry , but my room mate jus act as he was never late and didnt even says sorry . My god hope he could change his bad habit !

Bz Day

     Had a very sleepy morning , all because of the novel reading last night. next time, if want to sleep after reading ,better choose a boring 1. This morning i was wakened up by my housemate , Chia , caused i promised him to send his car to a workshop together. If not for sure I'm still in my dreamland at 12 noon . we went and fixed the car , then we were off to mid valley . it was mid valley jusco member's day . We reached there by 3 pm afternoon then had dinner in the subway . Then we went into jusco , OMG there is people mountain people sea (chinese saying , many people) . Make me feels like a weekend , i was curious whr all these people came frm ? they takes an off day for jusco member day ? ...

    Then i went and look for the shoe i fell in love with a few days ago , but sadly there is no discount for it . so i decided to keep the money and shop for other things 1st , since im not really in need for a new shoe. lol but in the end ,it turned out that i shopped for the things that i didnt need , i bought two shirt and a jacket . all from my favorite brand SODA. When we finished shopping we were too tired to walk around so we decided to go back , thinking that finally we'll be able to get home soon to take a hot bath then rest our exhausted leg. Sadly we end up turning around midvalley and the gardens for two whole round , becaused of the stupid GPS and also the traffic jam .We reached home bout 1 and a half hour later , dnt over depend on ur GPS !! ... 

    This is the end for my post , hope u all enjoys it ... 

Restaurant day

Damn lecturer !!! ... It was this morning when i went for my college restaurant practical for Hotel management student , which was a training session whr we will operate a special restaurant which is located in my college . Student and lecturer will come and dine in while we serve them . during the restaurant practical session we'll choose a Manager (operate the restaurant) assistant ,waiter,steward(dish washing guy) and also a hostess ( the 1 who bring guest to their seat ). And today is my very ''lucky day'' i bcome Manager . i thought finaly its my time to have fun being manager like my classmates did lastime , odering the staff and watch after the restaurant . But , instead of wad i thought it would be , it end up a nightmare. Instead of i odering my staff around , i end up being odered around by a stupid, fat and perfectionist lecturer. i dnt knw that because he is new, or maybe he likes to torture people around .i was so pissed off ..

Imagine if this is what u get whole morning
''manager ! make sure ur table is in a straight line''
''manager ! make sure ur table and chair is all alined''
''manager ! y is ur glass not straight enuf ??''
''manager ! count all the fork and spoon ''
''manager ! y dnt u.........

Shut up man @#$%!!
You have a dog called manager ?

evrytime i went and checked it out , the table was like half an inch away which u can barely notice in a restaurant that size , the glass is alined perfectly and he still can find the minor 0.05 eror , he used a microscope ?

Wrong course u teaching man, go to the science school ! teach physics !

Weekend

Hmm i hv been missing in action for two day , yeah i went over overnight at a frens house the day bfo yesterday . Bfore that me and my fren went shopping at mid valley . Actualy i went thr jus to company both my housemates looking for formal dress. not in the attention of buying anything for myself ,after a while of window shopping for her dress , we stopped by at the mens shoe department just to look around.Then i saw something that attracted my eye. A pair of white leather shoe.I tried on it and felt comfy and it looks nice too, but my fren told me bout the jusco member's sales ,so i decided to come back during jusco sales which is 3 days later XD.

After leaving jusco we reach her house a while after , that was my 1st time i stayed over night there , she had a comfy little house .Her had mom prepared a whole pot of steamboat for us ,man that was the biggest pot of streamboat i ever see prepared for three person ! Hmm that needs alot of man power to finish it ,trust me after we were done ,i was so full i can barely move. Then after eating we stayed in the living room chit chating with her family ,she had a very funny mom ^^.. they really make me feel like home . that night i stayed at her room with her boyfriend which was my other housemate , jus a while after i went to bed i fell asleep.Felt bad that she had to move and sleep with her mom. Then the nex day afternoon , after we woke up we started our eating again , at that time i felt like that im no more human =.= eat sleep eat sleep hmm i think u can guest wad animal i mean .....

All afternoon i was sleeping and eating so i decided to skip that part. then bfore dinner her mom make me drink some thing awfully ''nice''.... thebittergourd soup....She said that it is good for health so to not let her down, i finished it. Haha i can still feel the ''sweetness'' even after i wash my mouth. then after having dinner at a restaurant we left and traveled back home. Haha thanks to auntie and uncle i had a very fun and ''full'' weekend .It was really a joyfull weekend ^^

thanks all for reading ^^

lessons i learned XD

Today i had my exam in the lecture hall ,now i Just can pray for a higher mark. Last night i was so busy playing a Facebook game that i totally forgotten bout the test =.= , but it wasn't too hard so i was able to do most of it. Right after that when we decided to go back home , we walk pass a lil hill just inside my college area, so we made decision to venture into it .Hmm if there is a route with a sign that says don't go inside ,will u go in ? i bet u would XD... Its a hill with a little route and trees all around it ,so the three of us walk up into it, there is turn and turns through the little jungle like hill , until it was half way of the hill. Then we saw a dog barking at us .. we were too curious to stop there so we ignored it and kept on walking ,with the feeling that we are so close to the ''mystery ''. Then the dog gave up barking and went back into the trees . Then ! just a lil while after , the dog that bark at us returned . but this time it brought another bigger male dog .Before i realized that , my friend shouted run !! lol i saw my friend running down the hill with the speed of olympic champion . so before i couldn't think of anything , i started to running for my life too ..haha. but luckily the dog stopped chasing us just a while after . So as a conclusion after all this, the mystery remain unsolved. but i learned a few valuable lesson from here , 

1) People really can run fast when it comes to saving their own life

2) When there is a sign board saying don't go in , don't go !

3) Best friends or not , they'll still run faster and leaving u behind 

 

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Hmm today went out with a fren , he's 1 of my brothers during secondary schools actualy .
after sec sch we kinda like going our own seperate ways , or u can say it as ''pursuing our own dreams'' . I came and study in KL , away frm my lil home town Miri . My fren who had jus finish his foundation also came to KL jus few week ago to continue his studies to degree .Today is the day when me and my fren 1st time meet up in this city , so i decided to bring him walk around the town area . lol wad i mean was really WALKING in the town area .Our ''journey'' started with crap talking about our pastime ,it has bcome our habbit since we finish our secondary sch. The loong walk was very very tiring , try to imagine if u walk from klcc to pavillion then lowyat and timesquare then finally all the way back .But its was quite fun ,meeting old fren in a new environment doing things that never tried bfor . k la this is the to my 1st post , i decide to end it here so that all of u who read this wont wonders ur way to dreamland while reading ..

Intro

Hi all ,im xuan , 19 ,still studying
This is my 1st time writing a blog .
although this blog have been created for a long time , but this is the 1st time i writes in it .
I hopes evry1 will enjoy my post ^^